Thursday, December 20, 2012
Addiction.
My thoughts on addiction haven't changed, I knew that anyone could become addicted. It's not just a stereotypical thing where you'd see someone wearing a drug rug/baja rug and automatically assume that they're a druggie. You want to pay attention to things that actually show that they need actual help, sometimes that can be a little more difficult to find but they'll be really skinny sometimes bug eyed, acne scars, teeth decaying. Things like that,
I try to help out everyone I know that has a problem controlling their addiction because it's all about self control and learning to cope with emotions because a majority of drug addicts have an emotional reason why they can't quit. A lot of the time it's self loathe or wanting to get away from reality because it's too much to handle.
I can relate to James in so many ways that it's actually scary, I used to be exactly like him and the whole 12 step program and AA, it's not that you're giving up an addiction, you're just replacing one addiction for another. Which is why I couldn't do it, I actually wanted to quit completely not just replace it with something else that I don't believe in, if you really want to quit have self control, train yourself, tell yourself no and that you don't need it. It sounds difficult but it really isn't. If 2 people can do it, more people can without an issue.
Random rant, but if weed isn't a drug and it's just a plant. Then I guess heroin and Cocaine isn't a drug either, right?
I try to help out everyone I know that has a problem controlling their addiction because it's all about self control and learning to cope with emotions because a majority of drug addicts have an emotional reason why they can't quit. A lot of the time it's self loathe or wanting to get away from reality because it's too much to handle.
I can relate to James in so many ways that it's actually scary, I used to be exactly like him and the whole 12 step program and AA, it's not that you're giving up an addiction, you're just replacing one addiction for another. Which is why I couldn't do it, I actually wanted to quit completely not just replace it with something else that I don't believe in, if you really want to quit have self control, train yourself, tell yourself no and that you don't need it. It sounds difficult but it really isn't. If 2 people can do it, more people can without an issue.
Random rant, but if weed isn't a drug and it's just a plant. Then I guess heroin and Cocaine isn't a drug either, right?
Monday, December 17, 2012
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Blog I forgot to do last week. Huzzahhh
I'm supposed to be blogging about whats on my mind.
I have money on my mind, but my mind isn't on my money.
That's just stupid to have a hat made out of money.
I get paid today, and I'm mad as hell I didn't get paid last week so I either get a good paycheck this week, or I either get 2 paychecks.
I need to finish Christmas shopping for my mom and grandparents.
I have money on my mind, but my mind isn't on my money.
That's just stupid to have a hat made out of money.
I get paid today, and I'm mad as hell I didn't get paid last week so I either get a good paycheck this week, or I either get 2 paychecks.
I need to finish Christmas shopping for my mom and grandparents.
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
12/4/12
The biggest challenge is how close it is to where you live, especially if you don't have a car or anything like that.
It makes finding a good job a lot more difficult for teens our age but most should have their
license by now if not then they're saving up.
To impress you could always put on a smile and a cheery voice or start a conversation about anything
Example: I talk about the weather when carrying out bags for customers and they're quite old so it gets
them easily excited when I talk about the sky or later tonight, they usually insist that I get a tip from them.
Friday, November 30, 2012
Thursday, November 29, 2012
11/29/12
If I had to choose one of the 5 senses to loose,
I think I would choose them all.
Eventually when I get older I'll loose sight, and hearing,
so I'd rather just get it all over and done with now and
try to go on with my life praying that what I'm eating
is actually applesauce and mushed up steak.
I've seen enough beautiful and ugly things
I've heard enough lies and truths
I've tasted enough sweets and bitters
I've smelled enough delectables and sours
I've touched enough rough and soft
I'll remember my past for what I did
with no regrets, I am happy.
I think I would choose them all.
Eventually when I get older I'll loose sight, and hearing,
so I'd rather just get it all over and done with now and
try to go on with my life praying that what I'm eating
is actually applesauce and mushed up steak.
I've seen enough beautiful and ugly things
I've heard enough lies and truths
I've tasted enough sweets and bitters
I've smelled enough delectables and sours
I've touched enough rough and soft
I'll remember my past for what I did
with no regrets, I am happy.
Monday, November 26, 2012
11/26/12
This is a new discovery for me that will change my life.
Zumiez has free shipping on everything, buy 1 get the other 50% off.
Pacsun has 30% off
This computers being really slow..
But the websites that I've checked out they all have deals going on maybe not the best but it's better than nothing.
Zumiez has free shipping on everything, buy 1 get the other 50% off.
Pacsun has 30% off
This computers being really slow..
But the websites that I've checked out they all have deals going on maybe not the best but it's better than nothing.
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Thanks giving is coming
I'm thankful for being alive, not exactly living in America but no other government would be much better than Americas, I'm thankful for having the money to be a slave to it for the rest of my life, and I'm thankful for my house, grandparents, parents, animals and family in general.
Friday, November 16, 2012
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
11/13/12 BLOOOOGGGG
Parents should take control when anything that they're doing is effecting their life in a harmfull way or even hanging out with the wrong people. Unless the parents know that the kids are doing that in their free time, giving them either a life lesson the hard way by not picking them up from jail for a night then becoming the strict parent to a content as in they can't hang out with the same kids anymore because they don't want them to get in anymore trouble or hopefully it actually opened up to the kids that what they're doing is not the right path. I think that's completely fair, it was done to me and I'm for the most part wiser now which is damn good for me and my surroundings.
Be strict, if it doesn't work, let them learn the hard way, be strict with ease, then give them space
but still have them talk to you about shit, especially if they did something wrong again then they could
take away their privilege's for awhile.
Be strict, if it doesn't work, let them learn the hard way, be strict with ease, then give them space
but still have them talk to you about shit, especially if they did something wrong again then they could
take away their privilege's for awhile.
Friday, November 9, 2012
We get to blog about anything today
So last night I was playing MW3, I thought it was only about 4ish because when I went out for a cigarette it was still bright out so I walk outside and it's pitch black. I guess it was about 7-8.
I seriously need to get rid of that video game, it's taking over my life and holding me hostage in my room all day.
I seriously need to get rid of that video game, it's taking over my life and holding me hostage in my room all day.
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
11/5/12
I would be more interested in this years election if I actually had a say in anything, the marriage is ridiculous, the voter ID is just another way for the government to control us instead of the god damn country.
Basically we're fucked.
Basically we're fucked.
The book Tao in the book
"If you blame others, there is no end to blame"
This quote so far is my favorite because whenever someone new came into the 'place'
they always blamed someone else instead of themselves when they're the one's that
made all the decisions for themselves. Someone else doesn't control you.
"Failure is an opportunity"
You can choose to fail if you'd like, but succeeding is more difficult to accomplish
with more happiness instead of regret.
"Demand nothing, and give all"
Don't be selfish, do what would make people proud of you
Help someone out without asking for anything in
return.
This quote so far is my favorite because whenever someone new came into the 'place'
they always blamed someone else instead of themselves when they're the one's that
made all the decisions for themselves. Someone else doesn't control you.
"Failure is an opportunity"
You can choose to fail if you'd like, but succeeding is more difficult to accomplish
with more happiness instead of regret.
"Demand nothing, and give all"
Don't be selfish, do what would make people proud of you
Help someone out without asking for anything in
return.
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Yeahh
So I've been writing a lot of songs and playing some new ones.
I feel if I keep this up, I'll go somewhere in life, because without music what else
would I think about?
I hope I don't have an answer to that question.
I feel if I keep this up, I'll go somewhere in life, because without music what else
would I think about?
I hope I don't have an answer to that question.
The book 5th entry
This is probably the best book I've read in awhile, to those who creep on my page that I don't know I'd highly suggest to go out and get the book it's called A million little pieces.
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Monday, October 29, 2012
Leonard
Everyone can relate to that type of situation at least once or twice in their life, maybe not as serious, but it still means something to someone no matter what.
I felt that way everyday last year when I wanted to just stop doing everything I was doing so that people around my would be happy and so I'd stop feeling guilty, it takes awhile to actually accomplish it but if you really want to change and make better/peace for others around you, you'll eventually do it.
Thursday, October 25, 2012
The book
I think it's a sign of overwhelming strength breaking down into a vulnerable person that they really are. But I see nothing wrong with it, who would be human without emotion?
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
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